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So after the fright of thinking yesterday was Friday I was totally… - Keeper of the Cages
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So after the fright of thinking yesterday was Friday I was totally confused about today and thought it some mad weird kind of Saturday with noone around. Maybe I'm getting to the mad panic attack stage of leaving home. I used to get it going to Uni, but this seems different. Maybe because I'm not terrified of seeing people that I don't want to, I'm just wondering what I'm going to do and why am I going away when I'm completely safe here????! It's going to be bloody fantastic!

Well I got a couple more letters about jobs the past two days. Majority were "Yes impressive CV, but no thanks. We'll keep you on file and good luck." Got one saying phone us in March and an e-mail saying please reapply in May when we start the process of looking for people for that year. So a couple of possibles. Not too hopeful though. There aren't many more that are close enough to home for me to apply to. I can't afford to live away from home over the next three years, so ho hum. Though Edinburgh's looking more of a prospect with every day.

I'm terribly homesick for Edinburgh. I think it won my heart and soul, well in a general way Scotland did. I can't wait to get back. Hence having a leaving party in December in Scotland :D! Doubles as an early new year too!

Right hairdressers tomorrow. Cut and Colour, though I'm not too sure I should have my hair cut. I think it would be better to keep it long so I can tie it back. Oh well we shall see what Lucy says tomorrow.

The oddest thought struck me this morning when I got back in from Chester. I'm not going to have a constant slash fix while I'm travelling. I'm going to have to pic and choose things to read when I get the chance. DETAH is definitly the one I'm dying for an update on and Stretched (so full of kinks!) Oh well this can be me going cold turkey or something like that. Maybe I'll be able to get back to reading normal books - yeah I doubt that very much!

Yes enough of my mind wandering. It's not a safe thing to allow to happen - I come up with the strangest of things.

Night night

S xxx

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