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Well that is it I guess. - Keeper of the Cages
jazzbandmusic
jazzbandmusic
Well that is it I guess.
I think there's something wrong with me or maybe I just broke and didn't get fixed back together properly.

Well who every knows really.

So my Nanna died tonight just before 9pm. I just can't cry or feel anything. I'm just there. Not doing or feeling anything and it's weird. I mean I cried my eyes out over my Grandad and my Uncle and now I think I'm just too numb and haven't even started putting myself back together again after the first part of the year. What a mess hey?!

Daddy and his baby brother my Uncle Al were both working away down south so they're driving back up together. My Uncle John (the middle one) was with my Nanna, but he was totally denying that she was that bad. He's always been like that though.

I couldn't go and see her. I just hate going to hospitals as it seems that everytime someone goes in they just never really come out. Hospitals scare me.

I think I'm just going to go to sleep and then go to work tomorrow and see what happens.

I'm tired of all this. But I guess it's what God wants and he never gives us more than we can handle. Though on occassion I just don't get it.

Good night.

Current Location: My bed
Current Mood: numb numb

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aigooism From: aigooism Date: November 20th, 2007 10:01 am (UTC) (Link)
*hugs* I'm sorry for your loss. X_X;; I wish I could say more, but my mind is blank and only filled with Mr. Bard's flowery language.
jazzbandmusic From: jazzbandmusic Date: November 20th, 2007 11:03 pm (UTC) (Link)
Thanks. I needed the hug.

The Bard does have some good language, though on occassion people look at you funny when quoting!
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