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So last tuesday was interesting. Then again I don't know how… - Keeper of the Cages
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So last tuesday was interesting. Then again I don't know how interesting. As I said at the time I felt like I was either going to be sick or cry, which did happen and having it happen when at work was a bad thing. Everyone said I was silly to be in work that day, but the thing was there was nothing for me to do at home, I had too much work to do and I had no idea what else to do.

So far I haven't actually cried which doesn't bode well for tomorrow. Tomorrow is the funeral and I suppose one should be used to the way things go now. I am I guess, but I tend to work as hard as I can not to cry and then just go. The problem I have this time is that I haven't cried so far and normally I have cried a little bit. Maybe I'm just not ready to cry etc. I'll get to it and as long as it doesn't happen on the works christmas night out all will be well wont it?! Can you imagine what a mess that would be? Hmm.

I have a dilema though. I don't know what to put on the card for the flowers. I hate having to write words. I never know what to say and I don't know any quotes that could be used and that's what I usually use when I don't know what to say. Mummy said I have to write it tonight as we have to leave here at 8am tomorrow to get over to where my Nanna lived in time for the procession.

Ah well tomorrow is another day and all will go well and everything will work out.

Night night Love S xxx

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