I don't want the stupid coat and I want to organise my own trip in my own stupid half assed way.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
I'm going on the holiday aren't I? Missing the chance to see people etc. Just leave it.
ETA: Yes I will phone the doctors and rearrange the appoinment I made that I can't go to because I'm on holiday. Just stop with the bloody nagging would you.
I'm not in a happy place at the moment.